Sunday, January 09, 2005

How To Hate School With Your Eyes Closed - as promised

How To Hate School With Your Eyes Closed:
close your eyes
shut em tight
breath deep
think about home
and everything you're missing there
-repeat

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i'm sitting here in my kitchen.

on my laptop.

dads on his.

back to the future III is on the tube. (sucked)

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i cant believe i have to go back to winds tonight.

i effing hate windsor with a passion.

it's the worst university on the continent.

i don't know why i picked it.

mother truckin backup schools. i hate you like poison.

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this is what im going to miss:

- les, my sis. (that's her in the pic, on the water in winds)

- dad

- hearing people moving around, cooking downstairs when im mid wakeup in the morning

- crankin the radio and drivin around doing everything an nothing with - who else - les

- free laundry. and no rush to empty

- weight lifting.

pilates and the tred is good but...i miss muscle burn

- having different rooms to move around in.

that make shift dorm room is more like a prison cell with a built in washroom

thank god i don't have a roommate

- sushi! how could i forget you! my dark prince!

- the movie network

- the subway

-my dads birthday.

i'm going to miss his birthday!

ugh

god.

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i have to get on a train tonight.

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and i cant believe it.

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how exactly do you take these moments in? how do you remember. how do you savor.

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for starters...i guess i should get off my pc.

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